Growing up, I was very active in church, i was in the choir, drama group and there was even once i taught children in kindergaten, that was before my teens
(that doesn't mean I'm not active again oh, in fact I still it all now except drama)! I loved going for rehearsals and catching up with friends, mehhhnnn to us, we were the 'it' girls.
Now, in every choir (
well mine sha) the choristers always look up to and admire the choir leader/ perfect soloist
(now that I think back she wasn't so fantastic sha but then who dash us voice sef? so to us, she was Celine Dion) She was always leading songs and she knew every part; alto, tenor, soprano, she was awesome in our eyes! Now sometimes during worship, she would be singing and crying, shedding buckets of tears; that time I and my two best-friends back then would be amazed at why she was crying. Other older girls and women would be crying too, so we would think
(in our 7, 8 and 9 year old minds) that
"eeeeyyyahhh! she is really going through a tough time". Once we saw our pastor's wife cry and we said to ourselves
"she is crying because she didn't have a child". Every worship time, our eyes will be slightly opened because we wanted to count the people that had problems at home, then we would sit and sympathise with them.